weird

I've never sang in public all my life, afraid that I was tone-deaf and couldn't sing for my life.

Yesterday, I sang at senior focus. Strange.

Part of me still believes I still can't sing. Just...that song.
I remember hearing it for the first time Grace and Ryan's wedding back at WCEC by Jenny and Tyler, and hearing these lines:

"I look out the window the birds are composing
Not a note is out of tune or out of place
I walk to the meadow and stare at the flowers
Better dressed than any girl on her wedding day"

Matthew 6:26-28

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?  

And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 

And that was nearly 4 years ago. Strange how things come back.