2015

Crazy, that a month has flown by already. I swear, part of me still feels like I'm on a summer internship and there just happens to be really strange weather. I think for a while I really wanted to put high quality posts on here, so I began to create an editting time for posts where I would revise them and try to be more succinct and have stronger arguments...and evidently, none of those posts saw the light of my blog, so here I am. Well, that was one NYR I'll quickly erase off my list and not try again =).

Per usual, I'm having my quarter-life crises thoughts, thinking about what I am doing and what I ought to do, and questioning what year I'll have a valentines date. Oh well. My job has been going great. When I started out I didn't know what I was doing and I had no idea what I should know. Now, I still have no idea what I'm doing but I have a better idea of what I should do. Positive steps...

I'll cut the semi-serious sarcasm now. Being 23 has been strange. Not only strange because I still like the number 22 more (thanks Taylor Swift), but I have no idea what I should be doing. Everything seems odd to me. On weekends I stay in, sometimes I'm like..man maybe I really should be at a bar, meeting new people, dancing, heck maybe even introducing myself to a girl. But last night I did go to a bar, and I had fun, but I couldn't help but feeling a little out of place. A bar is not really my comfort zone, nor do I want it to be? Other weekends, I'll do stuff straight out of high school. Drive out of the city into my friends' houses in the suburbs and spend the night watching sports and playing videos and some ping pong. And again, it's a lot of fun but it's strange playing a game that I learned in 8th grade and play again when I'm 23.

But I read into things too much. In both situations I'm happy to have spent the time with the people I was with, old and new friends.

Also been having more conversations about faith with my roommate which is both so scary and so interesting at the same time. Making me think about my faith more, both from a logical stand point but from a point of why do I believe. And what do I do about that.

Ok this crappy post will do for my first post of 2015. Hello.