Ever since junior year of college, I can't seem to keep track of the months. Winter and spring rush by and suddenly a year has passed. I must say, that it is a bit frightening to see a year fly by so quickly. But a year has passed since graduating, with all its failures and successes. I find myself so easily gravitating towards its failures and how I can improve, become the person I want to.
While there is a lot of good in motivation to be a better person, I think it's important to note little victories. I honestly was afraid for my faith coming out of college because it was not in a good place at the time. A year later, I'm still a sinner -- haha. However, I'm still learning more about myself and how to seek God more. As quick as I am to point fingers to my own life and find my own shortcomings, maybe it's good to pause and just praise God.
Despite my wavering and unfaithful love toward God, I can still say that I want to know Jesus more. I can say that Jesus is the most amazing man the walk this earth, and his sacrifice has freed us to be who were created to be. That despite my shortcomings, I can already say that I have victory in this fight, even if my heart doesn't feel like it some nights.
The fight is one to see the victory and live in it, but not one against sin.
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