49 days until I leave for college again. I don't think I'm ready for it. As much as I miss college and the people, I find myself in a routine that seems...comfortable. I lose track of days pretty much every week now. Thought it was Tuesday today, turns out its Wednesday. Not ready for freshmen outreach, studying hard, meeting new people, doing crazy stuff.
I remember on the cedar van, I plopped myself between 2 people I barely knew and just started yapping, saying the dumbest and silly things, but somehow that made people feel comfortable. Same thing happened during Cedar small groups and teams. Somehow I became some extremely extroverted kid.
Maybe that time has passed, maybe that was sophomore year. I guess I can't say. I remember feeling very iffy about sophomore year over the summer last year.
I just feel unprepared, for everything that I think is to come. But that's okay.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Gotta start writing more on AAIV stuff, from freshmen outreach to upperclassmen inclusion to family group leading to Men's Den.
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