dry

Ever since I've gone through my networking tcp project and garbage collection for PL, I've felt this dryness in my life. I'm not sure if dryness is purely a Christian term, but basically something in my heart that longs for more.

Then there was another huge issue that surprisingly passed by quickly, then the entire deal with "cspros," ....and just a lot of things that led me running to the wrong places for rest. for peace.

I'm just reminded from Pastor Peter, then when your prayers don't seem to be answered, maybe it's because granting your prayers would be worse for you.

For example, if I'm chasing after GOOD THINGS...but things that are not completely reliable, things like girls, grades, status, reputation, even parent's approval...all these things are good in nature, but they cannot be my source. They cannot be the first in my life. And while I've listed these things already, I didn't make a list of random things off the top of my head, but rather these are things that I do struggle with. Currently.