sigh

There are other things in life of much more importance than this whole KP thing, that I really should brush it aside. If it happens, it happens, and if it doesn't, it doesn't.

To live intentionally in building community amongst our own class or to live intentionally in Bobb to make sure there are AAIV people here.

Haha...but that's not on my mind right now...I'm not that holy, lol.

Sigh. Talked to Eddie and Billy tonight. Definitely good to hear from them again, for sure. This quarter I can definitely see myself continuously choosing social life over academic life, so I wonder how my grades will be this quarter. Today in the library might've been one of the only legit days I studied for 222.

My mind's wondering. Something's making me uneasy...and it's not academics, not KP, not friends from home, not seniors graduating, not classes next quarter,...

NYR#11 (edit: i wrote #10...it was late)

Sigh, maybe I should go to Hinman. But now JN's living there, so that's a bit weird.

Not to say sophomore year has been bad in the least bit. I love sophomore year. I've gotten to know many people and I've come a long way from the person I was last year. I've chosen a major I enjoy, I'm in the glorified position of knowing a lot of freshmen, I love my Worship Team, I enjoy small group, I enjoy the independence. I enjoy seeing new friendships arise. In terms of number of people I've gotten to known, number of deep conversations I've had, nothing compares to college.

But man, I miss chilling with WCEC. What, like a group of 6-7 people that all got tight with each other? Freaking good times. Maybe that's why I'm always so pro-active in planning stuff when I go back. I still have walls up here, admittedly. I miss brothers and sisters who are the same age...plus Mary.

Let's all go on a cruise this summer please. Or just chill and watch Olympics and pretend like we actually care. Much cheaper =).

(Men's Den it is then..)

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