girls.

I'm getting picky. It's been 3 years since my last relationship with Allison ended (wow...).

Sophomore year, I feel like there's no time to experiment around. The next girl has got to be wife-potential material. I don't expect her to be, but I don't really want to waste my time on someone who I don't think I'll be compatible with.

Compatible. I don't think I'm compatible with many girls. At least not here at Northwestern. None in fact, except one, and I don't think that will go anywhere anyway.

It's funny because in 8th grade I was an asshole and had many more pimples, but I guess that arrogant personality attracted a lot of girls. (*future short post, the one that got away.) I wouldn't get friendzoned.

Now, I'm more mature, more stable, but girls see me as a brother. Which is GREAT, for 95% of the girls I meet. I love being a brother, don't get me wrong. But for that 5% I meet that I'm interested....lol ffuuuuu.

I give up on her (maybe?).

Still waiting patiently.
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Sidenote: I feel like it's a bit taboo to speak of girls in Chinese culture. I don't know why. It's a fact of this world.