I still feel a barrier to write things when I write on my tumblr. Like there's an audience to impress or something. All these Weinberg students that write essays all the time for their classes, and here I am just writing whatever comes to my mind. Blogspot has always been nice because I'll share the blog with close friends, but I really don't think anyone actually remembers the link, so it's anonymous in that way. Also, most people (I think) who know are friends from Delaware, so they probably have no idea what I'm talking about or will never meet the people I write about in my posts of Northwestern.
I sleep too much. I wish I could train my body to run on little sleep, but I can't (I think). I got 5.5 hours of sleep last night and could barely keep my eyes open for 2 minutes in eecs222. Maybe I really should invest in a $80 alarm clock to help wake me up, and start drinking coffee regularly.
Was I always this lazy? I feel like every quarter I reach the point where I finally start doing work...but this is four weeks in, and I've been barely doing anything. Okay, that's not true, I do my homework, but I do the bare minimum. That's not the Rich Chang I know. What is this lack of motivation? Why does my schedule look so full yet I feel like I'm doing so little?
And Valentine's Day is coming up. -_-. Would be nice to have a girl, but I probably would have no time for anything if I did.
I'm enjoying this quarter though, despite my complaints. Actually, I'm enjoying this quarter the most of all my quarters at Northwestern (college get's better every quarter!). Maybe that's why....I'm not a work hard/play hard type of guy. Apparently I'm either all play or all work, and I'm in play-mode right now.
lol. I don't know what I'm writing about anymore...
我要去睡觉了。 晚安！
