superiority and humility

There's this one person (LK) who talks to me on a semi-normal basis. And I find LK annoying: arrogant and always complaining. So normally I don't initiate IM's with LK. When LK initiates it with me, I usually try to ignore the IM.

I need the gospel. I was once there, where no one really wanted to talk to me. I probably just complained about schoolwork. Yet, a year later, I'm unwilling to help LK, someone probably in a very similar position as me.

I'm nobody. If anyone knew what I've done, all the sins I've committed....I'd have no friends. No kidding. There are secrets that I hold that I've never shared. The only person who knows...is God. And that's the beauty of the Gospel, that He knows me COMPLETELY...and is still willing to accept me. Not even ask me to improve, then come. To accept me as I am.

I have nothing to prove, for my proof is done on the cross. My own self-made proof is so strongly stained with sin, that you would never recognize it. Maybe you wouldn't even think it's me.

I am nothing without Jesus. He has saved you, Rich, when you gave him nothing. Why do you still feel superiority towards LK, like LK's unworthy of you?

LK is a Son of God. Humble yourself, you ought to treat him that way.

I need the Gospel more and more.