i feel like i'm posting less

I struggle so much for waking up for church. As soon as it hits 4am on Saturday night (or Saturday morning), I know I won't get up for church. Maybe it's possible, but I don't even try. I turn off my alarm, and plan on waking up for like 1pm. I don't know if it's the whole mentality of only taking 3 classes and slacking off that make me this way...I wonder. If I feel more tired in a 9am quarter than I do in a 11am quarter.

Up until last year, even if I had 9am's, I would never take naps. I don't know, I didn't understand people who took naps. I would get tired, but I still wouldn't sleep. I don't know, I don't even understand that part of me anymore. Well, not the case anymore. I probably normally go to sleep at 3-4am, although recently it's been ridiculous, like 5-6am. I'm okay though, because I start at 11am. But when I stay up talking to people, I consider that worth it. But still. There's got to be a limit, maybe not always enforced, but some type of limit.

I'd like to be the person who starts his day at 10am. Maybe, sleep from 2am to 10am everyday. Shower, get dressed, eat some breakfast and grab some coffee. I wish I didn't feel the need to just crash every weekend, that I could get a consistent amount of sleep.

I think maybe I will invest in one of those sunlight alarm clocks, and maybe a bed curtain to not wake up my roommate. Those sunlight alarm clocks are like $100 though. Sigh.

But if it wakes me up nongroggily...worth it.