when did we lose our way?

I wish, I wish I could point to an occurrence in my life and say, "That's why I'm that way!" Wouldn't that be so easy, if I could point the blame to technology and social media bringing popularity to a whole new level outside of the high school lunch tables, so people chase pictures that get them likes rather than their dreams. Maybe that's a piece of it, but a very small piece. Was it when I pigeon-holed myself amongst Asians? Or when I first cheated on a test, or visited my first pornographic site?

When did we lose our way?

When did love for our friends become only presentable in delicious meals and so tightly wrapped in time? Why does my appreciation for talent turn so quickly into jealousy? Why can't I love those I love, and those that love me? How am I suppose to love my enemies and my neighbors?

When did my eyes become blind and my ears become deaf to the Gospel that once brought me to my knees? The presence of God that once which led my decisions entirely can barely be found, only to be replaced with advice and experiences from strangers on the internet.

Is there grace for those to lose sight of the beauty and splendor of grace?

(Yes, Rich, there is. Dear reader, there is.)

Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me